| 4:10 PM |
Got back the last of my papers today, bioooooooooooooo *howls*
Anw past four days have been filled with debriefs, debriefs and more debriefs
Reflections (skip this if you want coz it's gonna be boring) :To sum it all, i really am pretty disappointed with some of my results,it kinda worries me to see my standard keep dropping every exam,made me realise how hard i am gonna have to work to bring it upMy father told me in past that if i tried my best for the exams i'll have nothing to regret. But i know i didn't try my best this time.I guess i only have myself to blameI think i've been too complacent all this while. somehow i kept thinking that there was still alot of time for me to buck up and to improve. yet it was all words but no action.But anw, i don't want to cry over spilt milk.Really hope this mye will serve as a wake up call for meIn truth, i think there's not alot of time left, 5 more months, 5 months
I've got to get my priorities right, stop procrastinating. at least try to change this habit of mine first.Really don't want to disappoint my parents, and even more, i don't want to disappoint myself and regret all over again.Okay end of reflections. I'm just gonna have to start working hard.
I can't wait man HAHAHAHA (haha futile attempt to psyche myself )
AW SHUCKS SHUCKS SHUCKS @#*$@$^^$@$&^@&*$!!!!!
Ahh crap i feel like hitting something now.
Was surfing around the msn website when i happened to see the winner of Survivor Micronesia. why does this always happen to me every time!!!
Damnnnnit, to think i was looking forward to the season finale this friday :(
AWWW MANNNN, now there's no more suspense left for me.
okay relax relax haha nvm,
at least the person i wanted to win won (:
But anw i really think Survivor's an awesome show :D
Oh yah, on a sadder and heavier note,
i'll be starting physics tuition tmr :(
My mum finally decided to sign me up aft seeing my results,
But then again, i think i probably need it also so maybe i shouldn't complain.
Anyone care to join me (: ???
On an even sadder and heavier note, the problem is i've no idea where the tuition centre is. The lady told me Bugis Village but to be honest i don't know where that is. Okay, i know Bugis Junction, i know Bugis Street, but i don't know where's Bugis Village DX Aw crap.
Really hope i don't get lost tmr, that would be terrible haha
Anw anw, i've finally finished reading the book lerling and friends gave me for my birthday!! Finished it in less than a week *grins*. Made me happy coz it's the first time i actually completed a book in many many months. I used to read alot when i was in primary sch. would borrow 8 plus books every time i went to the library ya know ya know!!! haha
Man, here comes my mother nagging at me again. nag nag nag nag nag.
I wonder why she nags so much,
but then again i think i'm a bit naggy at times also.
Note to self: Don't nag too much
Wow this is a long post, but the content's pretty crappy though.
shall stop for now then! bye!
I wish there was someone who could see things from my perspective, someone who can understand where i'm coming from and why i did certain things, someone who can give me some advice. I really need advice.
| 11:32 AM |
Damn my blog's alignment's giving me a headache.
Anw, pls tell me if you have problems reading it k!
coz i realised the words are all very closely clumped tgthr, quite hard to read.
Had inline skating lessons again this morning,
powerslide still cannot make it though, fell a couple of times.
RAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
nvm practice practice!!! haha.
Thought alot yesterday, and the day before,
and boy those stuff i was thinking about really got me down
But anw, i've kinda sorted out my thinking,
Realised that life's got so much more to offer.
I guess in a way it depends on how we view things, our attitudes and stuff,
Yep, and we gotta know that life's not going to go our way all the time.
I realised that i used to run away from the truth alot, like convince myself everything's alright and stuff.
But yeah, i guess we gotta face up to reality, and accept that life can't possibly be how we want it to be all the time.
Whatever obstacles we meet, don't run away from it,
face it with courage and pride.
Afterall, all our problems, no matter how bad they are, will eventually come to an end one day.
and one day, when we look back at the things we've overcome, it'll give us the strength to achieve many more things.
Life is not about the unhappy things we face, so never let them get you down.
Haha i apologise for the crappy paragraph above!!!
just wanted to pen down my thoughts before i forget them again.
Haha i guess the above para goes out more to myself though.
My blog's getting more and more boring zZzZZZ sorry ah!
I think i'm gonna come up with a list of things i'll do after o lvls.
Thanks Renee for your delicious muffins!!! :D
Anw, i'm going to tm to get something for my mum!
(Today's mothers day)
Until then!!!
Labels: Sticks and stones will break my bones but words will never hurt me (:
| 10:59 AM |
Exams are finally over !!!!! (haha okay some lag time here, they ended on thursday XD)
Anw, just a short post for now,
spent the past few days searching for a new blogskin,
worked on my blog this morning, still some allignment problems though
see i care so much for my blog!!
awwwww....yes i know, this is so touching
Hahahaha :D
I'll be back to post somemore!!
Oh btw, listen to "Whatever it Takes" on my playlist, it's the acoustic version,
takes time to load, but it's a great song! :D
To be honest, i feel like a total idiot now. I've been thinking ALOT and i realised how naive and stupid i've been all this while. Trust? that's something i question myself about alot now.
Damn i just wish this world wasn't such a self-centered place